yup “just hang in there”

just now:

i practised a little bit of violin, got a bit frustrated, any how played some rubbish in frustration and then decided to stop playing.

i then went about tidying up the room. putting things here and putting things there. setting things in their places and then thinking “mmm, that looks nice”. as i did that, i agreed with myself that i like how the room looks. i like the little corner with the canvas painting and the mirror and the red carpet with the red chair that is broken. i like the stage filled with shelves filled with books. i like the red locker looking thing. i like the random little things that my brother put beside the computer screen. i like the two little books placed on the shelf. yeap, i like the room…

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cts are finally getting to me. i’m getting annoyed with many things and it doesn’t help when other people around me are annoyed to. because then sparks will fly and we’ll get an explosion but i’ll still always be on the loosing end.