I finally agree that i should never have made it to ortega cup team. interclass against j was shite, really. if only i had converted those chances, things would have been very different. i just can’t keep my composure. i know that i’ve got great potential. i can be good. but under match situations, it’s the mental composure that counts. perhaps thats why all the greatest sportsmen are not great just because of their sporting skills. the mind makes a whole lot of difference too. playing well during training doesn’t mean a thing. if you can’t deliver the same quality in pressure-matches, you’re as good as nothing. it’s just too bad. what i do know though, is that i need to play more. with more matches, more experience, i’m quite sure i can make it good. but by which time… i may have stopped playing soccer. ahh… who cares.
in other matters, this has been a good first week back at school. thankfully there’s no school tomorrow and i’ve had 4 lesson-less periods this week. df is finally moving along as well. hope we’d do good. academics though, still needs working. and that comes with discipline… which i lack.
