this week has been a long one. lost track of the days, with all the exams and post exams and what not. the whole post-exams feeling is kinda like last year – mixed emotions. although this year, after exams doesn’t mean the end of school or anything close to that.
i realised before promos that this whole promotional exam thing is really just one part of our lives. when people say that sometimes its not the results that matters? i think sometimes, thats rubbish. but then, i think that’s true in part too. at least thats how i’ve been thinking about it. at the end of the day, it’s about how we lead our own lives. im not saying that in a selfish way. if you are ultimately satisfied with what you have put in and taken out, then no one can take that away from you. it really is just about the effort sometimes. putting in the best means that even if the results don’t meet expectations, at the end of the day you still can be satisfied. it’s about finding the meaning for yourself from experiences. and that won’t come if there was no effort in the first place.
a lot of things have set me thinking lately, but till now, i haven’t really had time and the energy to think about them properly. sometimes i wish i could document every thought down. we think about things then forget them with time.
then again, too many thoughts aren’t good as well.